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Not To Be Concerned…

I want to thank those of you that expressed concern for me because of my protected post. It’s so amazing to know that there are so many people that care about how I’m doing. I want to assure you all that things are simply amazing right now. I know that most of you don’t really know Vanessa, but I hope that you will get to meet her some day, but for me she is the most amazing woman I know. There isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t think of her and feel so completely blessed by God for how He brought us together. She has an amazing way of always making my days brighter. To see her smile always brings me joy. My greatest desire, and also my greatest fear, is to be able to show her how much I care for her. Everday I see us growing closer and being able to share more of our thoughts and feelings with each other. I feel as though there is nothing I can’t share with her, and I know that she will be there to support me and help me through anything.

We have been able to spend so much time together over the past few days, it has been simply amazing. It’ll be strange to be getting back to the normal work schedule days, saying good bye to summer as it slowly begins to fade away. With each season though brings new experiences, and I’m looking forward to them all.

I have to say that over the past 9 months God has grown me in ways I would never have seen coming. Really, it’s even more amazing to look back over the last 15 years and to see how God has used so many things to bring to where I am today. This journey called life is such a strange one, with twists and turns we never see coming. I’m so thankful for a God to trust in each day to guide my steps and lead me to the next stage of the journey.

Well, I’m going to sign off for now. Ta ta, and God bless to all!

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2 Comments

  1. Hey There-

    I’m so glad that youre doing so well, I’ve been praying for you. Sorry I havent been around in a while, I’ve been crazy busy with classes and such. Havent been on MSN much either, but hey, whatever, I’ll talk with ya when I can… talk to you later Friend

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